Within These Four Walls

When we find ourselves living within four walls. . .

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I live within these four walls that have been painted, repainted, and painted over. I see myself in every corner, in all the occupants of my nook—a growing plant, a trusted yoga mat, a bursting book shelf.

My nook is the only place that is solely mine. Here, I can tuck myself away. I live in a pocket of blissful solitude within this otherwise ordinary room. This tiny room that holds everything. It holds my life. It holds me.

I do everything within these deep green walls. I answer email. I meditate. I teach. I laugh. I cry. I feel the morning sun. I get anxious. I dust. This sacred space is where fear strikes me and creativity pours out of me.

Though the door is ajar, my fortress and myself remain impenetrable. In its depths, I feel invincible yet vulnerable. I am hidden yet seen. Within these four walls, I find the space to be. I find it within me.

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Gabriela Mastromano

I’m an educator and bilingual bookworm and writer. I help language enthusiasts create rituals for self-care.